TTTTTAKE OVER CONTROL

Okay. I don't know why I'm being so fucking upset. Probably the unexpected depth, the inescapable outcome. A sooner or later that turned out sooner than later. Emo posts are lame. So right now, I'm going to write my american penpal & future employers, concentrate on getting my driving license and escape into the world of sleep and like. Anime. Or something. Finally understand how alcohol works as an anti depressant. Need a drink, badly. Promise there will be a proper post soon. A roll of film is being developed as I type.